Nov 10, 2002

I guess it is time for my seasonal entry. I guess a lot has happened; biggest news being: I am experiencing my first love(I'll get back to that later. You know what's weird I' m here listening to launch.com and I heard jenifer lopez sing a sentence. It then struck me due to here mature voice jLo has gotten old. It was odd that it just came to me from no here. So, where did I leave off?.... One sec while I go check. Ahh! the first week of teaching swim lessons. It was a very contemplative summer indeed. More so than the others even though I had the most human contact. Wow this was the first summer I actually saw my friends. I also made some newfriends from work. I got really close with Mary Ann, hell I almost asked her out,but then I noticed it would have been a huge mistake.She has all the attributes of a perfect friend. Given time she would have turned into another Eleni just the liberal version. I had at least one class with her every session(I think). Teaching kids can be so incredibaly fun, 1/3 of the time. there three types of classes: those who loved me and therefore listened to me, those who loved the water and therefore went crazy everyday, and those who were incredibly afraid, they were the most gratifactory. There was one kid i had for two sessions named blake and the day he trusted himself to do a front glide alone, I almost kissed him for his accomplishment( I was so happy!!!!) And those movie auditions worked out quite nicely. Ty got as a min extra and I got in as a regular extra but I did not take the job because I am too busy. Ty is loving the movie. He gets to hang out witha bunch of guys he thinks are"really cool"and they hit on"hot chicks" and c-walk and hacky sack. which reminds me Ty has been trying to become a party person this year. I think it because its his senior year and his conservative cc friends have gone to college so he's never judged any more. Plus he makes the bling bling, I really glade I got him to come with me to the audition. Man it was crazy, so I told Max I'd meet him there I ended up hanging out there for like 6 hours. It was fun though I met people, Caitlins friend from the Rose festival court, whatever her name was I don't think it ever sunk in. But she apparently only hung around me so long because she wanted me to ask her for her number. I was just proud of myself a couple days later when i found this out from Ava. Hey, Hey, the Rose festival queen, the most popular girl in the district, who's also two years older than I,was really interested in me, the random guy she met on the street. Oh yeah this summer I also became bus groupie. Traveling around walking door to door talking to random people. My best stories:1) the extreme right wing old woman who's blind husband kept walking around 2) the woman who's cat I accidently let out and was not alowed to help capture 3) the woman with carpal tunnel syndrom in extreme pain during an air show for extra pain. Which reminds me: why the hell is Meng so sexually attractive, can't she stop with the inuendoes for five minutes? No. that's why the urge to rip her clothes off and rape her follows her around constantly. She's so ugly and stupid and shallow it makes no sense to me, it drives me crazy. speaking of which I envited my friends over to my house in the late August and Rebecca was obviously one of them. And she did the usuall becca-esque(hug,hold and don't let go) things and i fell back in love with her,this being the 4th,5th, 6th time? Who knows its hard to keep track. I also realized I never talked to her like all of last year, explaining the breaks is as follows: summers I don't see her sophomore year I only saw her at the beginning and end. Any how, it ends up she likes me too. So I am in my first wonderful relationship(no offense previous people) and shes my first real love. Everything is ,as I've noticed myself saying a lot, golden. And this struck me twice A) while editing a movie with sean I said practically every scene was golden so we ended up like not cutting any. B) when I was watching TV and Ty walked by asking "what are you so happy about?"-nothing-"Tamu, you've been too happy lately." Yeah life is even better than it was last year whe I was a total jerk who hppened to be depressed the whole time and only one person noticed all year Connor. Well he was the only one who expressed his concern(Tamu whats wrong?). Yeah last year I now realize I was completaly currupt with power and since I was sad I brought it out on others(I joke with love was my excuse). But still noone noticed. What the hell? Is'nt there someone out there who does'nt think I a god?? yes two people Ty and Gassen both who I like now more than ever because they are the only ones who cn be honest to me about me,they are good to have around. I started to respect Gassen for this late last year when I noticed that he was the only one who'd ever argue with me. I hated it at firts but now I love it, I love having him take it to the man(me). We were on water polo together this year and we therefore hung out a lot. We had an incredible season led by Camron and Fred(coach). But, it was not nearly as fun this year... well... no it was more fun... but in a completly different way. Then Inoticed what it was the entire girls team was not in love with because they all knew I had a girlfriend(lovely becca) and they were all in love with Ty. Especially Kelsey, one day during practice she stopped me: "Tamu can I marry your brother?"-he does'nt really want to be in a relationship right now-"why?"-waste of time during highschool-"Oh well thats Ok, I don't have to go out with him in highschool, I just have too marry him when were older"-hmm-. But, ty 'threw her a bone'(qoute from Max) because she is 'extremelly hot'(quote from Ty). Having the team not in love with me was really wierd at first, all the girls were'nt always trying to impress me, play grab-ass, or flirt with me. I felt left out of some circles completely. oh well, thats life. But, what the heck? Fred like never played me mid season "I get nervous during games". I could not stand being bench warmer it was ripping at my guts. I'm glade I am close to ty again because he's a really cool guy. during his middle school depression stage he never talked to any one except when he was fuming about what he hates. I became such a good listener due to that, and the bus with girls. Anyways, back to current life, I, school, and what not. Classes, man that day when I waled into english class last year for one day and decided I was goin to be in full IB. I was totally right. There are no stupid people all smart all friends I don't even get annoyed by stupid people any more becuse I am like never around them for long periods of time. Life is great. every one of my classes is filled with friends. There are so many in each class I am just now starting to have the ability to comprehend it. Or, mabey I'm just extremly populer this year. I was on homecoming court with BK and Mx Garvy. I was paired up with Lindsey... Acre. But when I would sk people about her i always got the same response "I am truly sorry that shes your partner. I'd kill myself if I was you". Even though i was only supposed to be with her for like a ten minute period. Oh well I never talked to her anyways, Iwent to ODS. You know what drove me crazy? I could not touch Becca the entire week and I could be around her too long because if I was the temptation to hold her/ show my love was way too great. Water sucks at Howard they have no water source except for this huge concrete pool(no fun). But there is a beautiful view at campfire and I got hose people down in the bathrooms for clean up. ohh so much fun. I need to scheme some more for next year.

Sep 6, 2002

ahhh I got my camara and it is awesome. I love it. Also school has started now so we are back with my homies.

Jun 30, 2002

By the end of this day I will have a new dcr-trv50.

Jun 27, 2002

Well now that it is the summer it is time to have fun! Wait, I am always having fun, well except if someone is mad at me; but lukily that does not happen to often. Anyhow, I am teaching kids how to swim and I am having tons of fun doing it. It is very funny because I have tought a few classes with a girl named Michelle and she is totally anal retentive. She tries to cover it up (really hard), at least the kids don't notice. So when class is going on she is always trying to control how kids do everything, that of course does not work so she is always breaking out into nervous laughter. I have been biking everywhere and I am loving the results. What took me 20 minutes now takes me 15 uphill, 13 downhill. I am looking forward to PTC(portland to coast) but I am unable to practice with the team much. But, it is not all bad, I don't exactly like half of the team. Luckilly they are the bad runners so they are not in my van. As a whole, either my team is immature or very very fake. I am am guessing that they are all putting on their masks for different reasons, because they seem to smart to be immature. I am trying to buy a digital video camera online at ebay.com but it has not worked so far. I am working on my technique. Also I am not quite sure if I want to go "on the bus" this saturday mabey next time. Instead I am thinking I will go to an audition for a movie. Which one? I have no clue. But, I do know when/where auditions are so I am going because it just sounds fun. I think that is all. Hopefully the next time that I write I will be the owner of a brand new sony dcr-trv50. Because I am am in love with it, ahhhhhh.(yes drool is pouring down my face)

Jun 9, 2002

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