May 21, 2004

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here is my first e-mailed message

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i'm about to graduate. all i need to do is some random assignments and then i'll be fine. today i got to do an interview for the Natan scholarship. hopefull i get it. I'm pretty sure i charmed them.. not all of them only two out of three of them. maybe that will be enough. i made hem laugh, i charmed them with with my espanol, but the one... Dr. Nathan did not seem as happy as the other wo about me but he is a doctor, serious stuff, although it is his scholarship... therefore being the most important of the three to charm... wish me luck(however noone really reads this anyways). I also completed one of my other goals. I sang a song infront of my school at an assembly, now i need to sing in front of a sports crod and do the star Spangled banner. it went on a back burner because i sang in that one anssamble during outdoor school with Becca, Twinky, and another girl(blond with glasses, she was cool but I cannot remember her :( god i love my friends so much and all the people i met during the last four years. with speacial consideration to becca for teaching me to love. its odd anging out with exes has taught me that I still have the same crushes on the same girls that i've ad since I got to know them all. nothing really ever changes . I like them for the exact same reasons as yeaster-year and I don't like all the other girls for the same reasons as when I met them too. Today david wang read through my notebok he was intrigued. 'your mind works very oddly' or something to that effect.. Take note: "..." means exact reference '...' means paraphrasing. its cool to have this outlet to be honest. good thing I got a blog. I can be brutally honest but not force people to hear it because no one really does read it. I any out there is reading this please let me know.......tamu125@hotmail.com.....I am currently supervising(but doing nothing) on the senior videos, just here for tech services and morall support and company.....god i wish i get that scholarship. good bye

May 13, 2004

still nothing...prom was great Kehly actually came. she had fun....I had fun...but, she does have a boyfriend...now Naomi hates me greatly...but there's nothing I can do short of actually go out with her...so I am now in unapologetic ignorance.